what is done can't be undone

yea...what is done cant be undone no matter how i regret it.i shouldnt have done that @ 1st place.I AM REALLY SORRY!!!~

1. How do you feel right now?

** CUAK..aq takut gile..risau sme ade..

2. Why is that?

** sb Azra.he is damn mad @ me right now.actually die da xmara da.tp sbb "Pamela" ni xnak call n explain kat die.plus, die x nak bg apology letter tu.

3. Explain further.

** aq mintak num Azra @ Pamela.which die keje @ 1 of d bank in M'sia.tp bkn 2 je aq mintak.aq mintak birthdate & add skali.if from Teleco, die x mara sgt.BUT its from a bank.thats y die mara.die x mara aq sgt @ 1st place ble aq bgtau die.yg buat die lg membara kemarahan die sb Pamela xnak call n bg apology letter.tu yg Azra tgh consider nak buat report @ BNM.that is damn serious..FUCKING serious!!!

4. Then..

** arini Azra g jmpa kwn die who works @ BNM.bhgn security tu.Azra kata die x kan report if Pamela datang jumpa die.face to face since susah sgt nak nak call.plus d apology letter kena ade gk.

5. What's your action?

** convince Pamela utk jmpa Azra.nak ke die?die tu BZ til ahad ni..sme ni salah aq..

6. What if Azra proceed with the report?

** m DEAD!!!SUPER dead!!Pamela will be mad @ me like hell..FUCKING angry!!i should have wait utk Azra bg aq his number.

7. What's your wish?

** i wish..Azra will consider..reconsider or wateva not to proceed with d report.i wish he'll give me & Pamela a 2nd chance.lesson learned.

8. Anything else?

** i've realize that i dont love him.i just admire & like him as a friend.not more than that.i still want to be his friend.i know ive betray him..ive hurt him badly..i just ask for a 2nd chance.

9. If there's no 2nd chance?

** i've lost a good friend.he is.even he never admit that he's nice.to me..he is.he's not that cruel.he's not a monster.he may be a very bad ptner BUT he is a good friend.someone that i can call a friend.m gonna miss him.

10. Last word:

** Azra, i really hope u'll consider d report.i am so sorry.i promise..i wont betray or hurt u anymore.can we start from the beginning?i love u as a friend.tq so much for what u've done..to all of ur advice.ur fun.. O_o i hope we can still be friends.

GAMBLE trip!!!

ni pix kitorang @ Kuala Woh, Tapah jalan menghala ke Cameron Highland ikut jalan lama.memang sangat happy masa ni.aktiviti sengal seperti : go with the flow (ikut je arus sungai then patah balik lawan arus,sgt penat) main sabun (tu yg jd rambut PUNK sme skali..except aq) syampu rambut beramai2 (first ina buat aq dulu then aq buat kat ary, apik & aie..hehe best siap urut2 lagi.dak 2 eko jantan ni gersang abis da.nasib xde yg menegak) makan roti tepi sungai O_o best sgt. yg klakanye masa ina tgh syampu rambut dak2 ni,ary jd tukang pegang rokok utk ina..rokok tu patah.hakhakhak...n malam yg on d way gi ke Lumut,diorang ni siap buat lagu lagi..kutuk aq dgn ina..ceit O_o

betapa gumbira nye ati kami dapat jalan2 mcm ni..lepaskan segala yg terbuku dalam ati.ilang sedikit beban yg ditanggung selama ni menyesakkan dada.kegumbiraan tu teserlah diwajah kami walaupun kepenatan kerna tak tidur selama 2 hari. :) trip yg tak dirancang ni lah yg paling bahagia..paling berharga..berbaloi..!!aq sayang kawan2 aq..aq sayang adik2 aq apik & aie walaupun diorang ni banyak cakap..sengal & x serius asik main je..tapi diorang baik.terutama apik walaupun mcm kanak2 riang je bile dgn die..ngade2..gedik terlebih..hehehe tapi aq sayang die. :) TQ ary sb sanggup datang dari jauh..

terlalu banyak yg ingin dikongsikan di sini.tetapi tidak dapat diluahkan dgn kata2..trip ni telah membuka mata aq tentang kehidupan.kehidupan orang lain O_o mengenal erti persahabatan dgn lebih mendalam.mengenal diri sendiri dgn lebih pengertian.flash back semua yg pernah terjadi pada hidup aq tidak kira yg baik atau yg buruk.air mata mengalir disaat sang matahari mengucapkan selamat pagi kepada hamba2 Allah..disaat ombak memukul pantai.. O_o burung2 mencari rezeki di hari ahad yg indah. tiada apa yg lebih indah dr ciptaan tuhan yg sangat agung.tiada tandingan nya..aq bersyukur dikurniakan tubuh dan sifat yg sempurna.mampu melihat merasa dan menghargai ciptaan agung.. O_o

walaupun trip ni singkat - 2 hari, tapi sungguh padat.I'M GONNA MISS YOU GUYS!!!~ FRIENDS FOREVER!!~